So until 2 months ago that would have been completely unimaginable for me! I wanted to know what it's like when I just go to a department store and satisfy myself there in the locker room. That was a really tough feeling. I heard my heart beating up to my neck. But somehow that excited me to see if I was really ready for it. When I was on the way to the locker room, I had the feeling that everyone was looking at me and they knew exactly what I was about to do. But I really pulled it off. That was really unbelievable and I'm really proud of me too !! Well, what do you think you would have expected?